Wednesday, July 30, 2008
I have been drinking alot of Apple Green Tea
So decided to do some reseaerch on Green Tea
Benefits:
cancer
rheumatoid arthritis
high cholesterol levels
cariovascular disease
infection
impaired immune function
prevention of tooth decay
Harmful Effects:
Insomia
I do not know about the benefits but I do know that I am suffering from INSOMIA!
My eyebags are so bad, I can pass it off as smoky eyes gone wrong!
I have started studying already
Finished reading "Border Landscapes: The Politics of Akha Land Use in China and Thailand"
Quite easy to read but somehow I feel that her fieldwork and sources are not as good as others who have also written about the Akha people
Which reminds me of myself... my fieldwork and sources for my paper totally sucks
I have to work harder on it!
Reading Tooker now...
So decided to do some reseaerch on Green Tea
Benefits:
cancer
rheumatoid arthritis
high cholesterol levels
cariovascular disease
infection
impaired immune function
prevention of tooth decay
Harmful Effects:
Insomia
I do not know about the benefits but I do know that I am suffering from INSOMIA!
My eyebags are so bad, I can pass it off as smoky eyes gone wrong!
I have started studying already
Finished reading "Border Landscapes: The Politics of Akha Land Use in China and Thailand"
Quite easy to read but somehow I feel that her fieldwork and sources are not as good as others who have also written about the Akha people
Which reminds me of myself... my fieldwork and sources for my paper totally sucks
I have to work harder on it!
Reading Tooker now...
what we could have been, 8:11 PM.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I wrote that sentence myself
Did not copy it from anywhere!
I do not know whether it is right... but it means
"I want you to have happiness throughout your life"...
Did not copy it from anywhere!
I do not know whether it is right... but it means
"I want you to have happiness throughout your life"...
what we could have been, 6:18 PM.
Monday, July 28, 2008
เจ็บมานานแค่ไหน จะต้องเจ็บไปอีกนานไหม
How long have I been hurt? For how long will I be hurt?
แต่ทำไมหัวใจ ของฉันมันยังไม่ชิน
But why doesn't my heart get used to it?
เจ็บที่ต้องทนเห็น ต้องทนที่จะได้ยิน
It's so hurt that I have to stand seeing... have to stand hearing
ไม่มีสักวัน ที่มันจบสิ้นสักที
There's never a day it will be over
อยากจะมีวันไหน มันสิ้นสุดไปทีได้ไหม
Can it be over any day?
ไม่อยากทำร้ายใจ ของฉันไปมากกว่านี้
I don't want to hurt my heart more than this
จบมันไปได้แล้ว เมื่อทางจะไปไม่มี
Let it be over since there's no way to go on
รักแล้วมีแต่ความเสียใจ
Loving but there's only sorrow
หัวใจทนไม่ไหวแล้ว รับอะไรไม่ไหวแล้ว
My heart can't bear it anymore... can't accept anything anymore
ฉันไม่อยากนั่งรอ ขอเลือกเดินหนีไป
I don't want to keep waiting. I choose to walk away
เสียใจมากี่ร้อยครั้ง เพียงแค่ครั้งเดียวมันแทบขาดใจ
Having been sorry for many hundred times. Just one more time, it may take my breath away
เจ็บช้ำมาสักเท่าไหร่ อยากขอให้สิ้นสุดเสียที
How much I have been hurt... I want it to be over now
Leroy introduced this song to be this morning
It's so beautiful- especially for those who are out of love
How long have I been hurt? For how long will I be hurt?
แต่ทำไมหัวใจ ของฉันมันยังไม่ชิน
But why doesn't my heart get used to it?
เจ็บที่ต้องทนเห็น ต้องทนที่จะได้ยิน
It's so hurt that I have to stand seeing... have to stand hearing
ไม่มีสักวัน ที่มันจบสิ้นสักที
There's never a day it will be over
อยากจะมีวันไหน มันสิ้นสุดไปทีได้ไหม
Can it be over any day?
ไม่อยากทำร้ายใจ ของฉันไปมากกว่านี้
I don't want to hurt my heart more than this
จบมันไปได้แล้ว เมื่อทางจะไปไม่มี
Let it be over since there's no way to go on
รักแล้วมีแต่ความเสียใจ
Loving but there's only sorrow
หัวใจทนไม่ไหวแล้ว รับอะไรไม่ไหวแล้ว
My heart can't bear it anymore... can't accept anything anymore
ฉันไม่อยากนั่งรอ ขอเลือกเดินหนีไป
I don't want to keep waiting. I choose to walk away
เสียใจมากี่ร้อยครั้ง เพียงแค่ครั้งเดียวมันแทบขาดใจ
Having been sorry for many hundred times. Just one more time, it may take my breath away
เจ็บช้ำมาสักเท่าไหร่ อยากขอให้สิ้นสุดเสียที
How much I have been hurt... I want it to be over now
Leroy introduced this song to be this morning
It's so beautiful- especially for those who are out of love
what we could have been, 11:22 PM.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
My bf left for Perth already
But it is okay ^ ^ I will be able to see him soon again!
But it is okay ^ ^ I will be able to see him soon again!
what we could have been, 1:19 AM.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I am too lazy to start studying
Have been spending my time watching TVBs!
Such a lazy pig
Played mahjong today and I won 10 bucks
It was quite a boring game
I guess either than TVBs, Mahjong and Theme Hospital there is nothing much I am interested in actually
How! My life is so boring!
Have been spending my time watching TVBs!
Such a lazy pig
Played mahjong today and I won 10 bucks
It was quite a boring game
I guess either than TVBs, Mahjong and Theme Hospital there is nothing much I am interested in actually
How! My life is so boring!
what we could have been, 8:25 AM.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
School is starting soon and I am looking forward to it
I pray that I will be able to study in a trouble-free state of mind
If that is possible I believe that I will be able to do really well
Like... really well as can be seen from my results from the past 2 semesters
I wish that I do not have to worry about anything except for studying
I pray that I will be able to study in a trouble-free state of mind
If that is possible I believe that I will be able to do really well
Like... really well as can be seen from my results from the past 2 semesters
I wish that I do not have to worry about anything except for studying
what we could have been, 5:57 AM.
Monday, July 21, 2008
There is no more Corochan at Bugis Junction... or anywhere else in Singapore
I am so SAD! I miss Corochan so much
what we could have been, 6:36 PM.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I have been crazy about porridege since Wednesday!
Feel like having some porridge now actually but I am too lazy to go to hearland mall
Latest news is that I got about 4 TVB series to watch
Happy!
I was watching my TVBs and packing the hidden messy parts of my room
I am still reluctant to pack my cupboard *argh*
My bb is leaving in exactly 7 days time
So FAST!
Feel like having some porridge now actually but I am too lazy to go to hearland mall
Latest news is that I got about 4 TVB series to watch
Happy!
I was watching my TVBs and packing the hidden messy parts of my room
I am still reluctant to pack my cupboard *argh*
My bb is leaving in exactly 7 days time
So FAST!
what we could have been, 5:25 PM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I am such a lazy pig! Suppose to be studying but I am always either hanging out with bf or playing mj with my mother
Today shifted the furniture around my room to make it better
Tomorrow I am going to clear my cupboard and notes from last semester
and shoes and bags too!
Sleepy... but I think I will go learn some new words first
Ciaoz!
Today shifted the furniture around my room to make it better
Tomorrow I am going to clear my cupboard and notes from last semester
and shoes and bags too!
Sleepy... but I think I will go learn some new words first
Ciaoz!
what we could have been, 9:11 AM.
Monday, July 14, 2008
I finally got my book!
'Europe and the people without History'
My mum was asking how can there be people without history
Actually its quite simple - some people do not have history as others do not write about them!
So now... I am reading 3 books concurrently
I must admit that I still enjoy reading wild swans the most but I have to start reading my other books before term starts
Which reminds me that I am taking Chie's module again! So happy =)
I think I took almost every single module that is being offered by Stan and Chie... erm and Daquila ( which i really regret cos everyone seems to be getting A for his modules except for me!)
Its time to read myself to sleep again
'Europe and the people without History'
My mum was asking how can there be people without history
Actually its quite simple - some people do not have history as others do not write about them!
So now... I am reading 3 books concurrently
I must admit that I still enjoy reading wild swans the most but I have to start reading my other books before term starts
Which reminds me that I am taking Chie's module again! So happy =)
I think I took almost every single module that is being offered by Stan and Chie... erm and Daquila ( which i really regret cos everyone seems to be getting A for his modules except for me!)
Its time to read myself to sleep again
what we could have been, 9:20 AM.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
When boyfriend was sending me home, I heard this really beautiful song... which is so super uper duper meaningful
Its about this girl who is always living in the shadow of her other half
However, she decides that it is time to start doing things for herself
It's my turn
To see what I can see
I hope you'll understand
This time's just for me
Because it's my turn
With no apologies
I've given up the truth
To those I've tried to please
I especially like it when she says she wants to reach and touch the sky... I too want to reach and touch the sky =)
Well, I am trying ...working very hard towards it
Its about this girl who is always living in the shadow of her other half
However, she decides that it is time to start doing things for herself
It's my turn
To see what I can see
I hope you'll understand
This time's just for me
Because it's my turn
With no apologies
I've given up the truth
To those I've tried to please
I especially like it when she says she wants to reach and touch the sky... I too want to reach and touch the sky =)
Well, I am trying ...working very hard towards it
what we could have been, 8:12 AM.
I have been reading Border Landscapes
It is actually quite readable
I guess that I was unable to read them the previous 2 times as I was really stress with work! - school work
I cannot wait for my other book by Eric Wolf to arrive
And I have started erm collecting words which I do not understand such as...
Okay I better not say it as it is embarrassing!
Let me end with Eric Wolf
"My primary interest is to explain something out there that impinges me, and I would sell my soul to the devil if I thought it would help." -Eric Wolf
It is actually quite readable
I guess that I was unable to read them the previous 2 times as I was really stress with work! - school work
I cannot wait for my other book by Eric Wolf to arrive
And I have started erm collecting words which I do not understand such as...
Okay I better not say it as it is embarrassing!
Let me end with Eric Wolf
"My primary interest is to explain something out there that impinges me, and I would sell my soul to the devil if I thought it would help." -Eric Wolf
what we could have been, 1:23 AM.
Friday, July 11, 2008
So angry! I cannot seem to pass the second last level of Theme Hospital!
Kept re-playing and re-playing
I had piano exam today!
I do not know whether it is good or bad but I know I played to my best abilities under the given conditions
But the examiner is really nice and I could sense that he was trying his best to help me
So I hope I pass!
Went to school to take photos with Stan
Stan and I
One of the best thing that happen to me in NUS was to get to know Stan - My Lecturer, supervisor and friend.
And one of the worse thing that happened to me in NUS was being terrified by Farrell! Haha!
And I think he remembers me!
Boyfriend took photo with his 2 of his lecturers too
Boyfriend and Farrell
BUT! I guess that Farrell is one of the best thing that happened to my boyfriend in NUS... erm other than meeting me!
And with Lockhart who gave my bf and I a BAD grade which pulled down our CAP
The graduation gown was really hot and we almost died under the heat
Overall it was a good day
Oh! and I bought a pair of slippers from TANGS at $80!
Quite ex but its something I always wanted!
ciaoz!
Kept re-playing and re-playing
I had piano exam today!
I do not know whether it is good or bad but I know I played to my best abilities under the given conditions
But the examiner is really nice and I could sense that he was trying his best to help me
So I hope I pass!
Went to school to take photos with Stan
Stan and I
One of the best thing that happen to me in NUS was to get to know Stan - My Lecturer, supervisor and friend.
And one of the worse thing that happened to me in NUS was being terrified by Farrell! Haha!
And I think he remembers me!
Boyfriend took photo with his 2 of his lecturers too
Boyfriend and Farrell
BUT! I guess that Farrell is one of the best thing that happened to my boyfriend in NUS... erm other than meeting me!
And with Lockhart who gave my bf and I a BAD grade which pulled down our CAP
The graduation gown was really hot and we almost died under the heat
Overall it was a good day
Oh! and I bought a pair of slippers from TANGS at $80!
Quite ex but its something I always wanted!
ciaoz!
what we could have been, 9:01 AM.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Yay! Isaac kindly burnt Theme Hospital for me =)
Even though Kialih also asked his friend to burn it for me I get to play it earlier because of Isaac!
Thank You =)
Kialih's friend is going to have Theme Park World so I can play that too
I have been sleeping alot in the afternoon
Must be the travelling time to Bukit Timah that made me sleepy
So anyhow I have been doing my readings already
Not that much but quite a bit!
Piano Exam is tomorrow and I cannot wait for it to be over!
Even though Kialih also asked his friend to burn it for me I get to play it earlier because of Isaac!
Thank You =)
Kialih's friend is going to have Theme Park World so I can play that too
I have been sleeping alot in the afternoon
Must be the travelling time to Bukit Timah that made me sleepy
So anyhow I have been doing my readings already
Not that much but quite a bit!
Piano Exam is tomorrow and I cannot wait for it to be over!
what we could have been, 10:58 AM.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
I am currently on a mj winning streak!
Must remember that samuel owes me 30 and teddy owes me 10
Then I will have enough money to pay my sis
I successfully passed all the tests for my medical-checkup!
So happy! hehe!
This is because I failed the urine test when i was just admitted into NUS and I failed the x-ray test for SQ due to a crooked spine
Imagine if I passed medical for SQ... I would have been an air stewardess!
I am not going to say that it is God's will that everything turned out as it is...
But I am happy that I decided on continuing my studies and that I've got a good supervisor!
Recently, I have been thinking of becoming Catholic
Must be due to the influence of the hospitaliers... It must be!
Must remember that samuel owes me 30 and teddy owes me 10
Then I will have enough money to pay my sis
I successfully passed all the tests for my medical-checkup!
So happy! hehe!
This is because I failed the urine test when i was just admitted into NUS and I failed the x-ray test for SQ due to a crooked spine
Imagine if I passed medical for SQ... I would have been an air stewardess!
I am not going to say that it is God's will that everything turned out as it is...
But I am happy that I decided on continuing my studies and that I've got a good supervisor!
Recently, I have been thinking of becoming Catholic
Must be due to the influence of the hospitaliers... It must be!
what we could have been, 9:35 AM.
Monday, July 7, 2008
I bought a Tennis Racket today and Pink FBT!
See! I am determined to start playing tennis
But, there is no tennis court for me at the moment
Have to wait for about at least a week before kialih and I can start playing at NUSS
But it is okay, and right now I will just be preparing for my piano exam
Ciaoz
See! I am determined to start playing tennis
But, there is no tennis court for me at the moment
Have to wait for about at least a week before kialih and I can start playing at NUSS
But it is okay, and right now I will just be preparing for my piano exam
Ciaoz
what we could have been, 5:15 AM.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
People around me are pissing me off real badly
I feel so pissed I don't feel like doing anything for anyone anymore
I feel like going shopping
1. I want to buy SK 2 Eyepads from Sasa
2. I want to have a black forest cake from Lana
3. I want to have a new bed
4. I want a new wadrobe
5. I want Theme Hospital
I feel so pissed I don't feel like doing anything for anyone anymore
I feel like going shopping
1. I want to buy SK 2 Eyepads from Sasa
2. I want to have a black forest cake from Lana
3. I want to have a new bed
4. I want a new wadrobe
5. I want Theme Hospital
what we could have been, 12:59 AM.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I think I mentioned in my previous post that I am going to buy some books
But after calculating shipping and everything - one book costs 40 bucks
So... even though I am certain that I have to read these books by December
I am not going to buy it
I am also not going to violate any copyright law by photocopying the whole book = p
I am just going to read the book and hope everything stays in my head
Me: Why books are so expensive? They are just paper.
Kialih: It takes effort! Why clothes are so expensive? It's just cloth!
Me: Baby!
But after calculating shipping and everything - one book costs 40 bucks
So... even though I am certain that I have to read these books by December
I am not going to buy it
I am also not going to violate any copyright law by photocopying the whole book = p
I am just going to read the book and hope everything stays in my head
Me: Why books are so expensive? They are just paper.
Kialih: It takes effort! Why clothes are so expensive? It's just cloth!
Me: Baby!
what we could have been, 7:43 AM.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
My heart is still pumping like mad after playing mj
I think I am taking it too seriously
I was just telling Leroy about a week ago that "I must WIN" and he was like "I cannot believe that you are saying that!"
I have to say seriously- what is the point of playing mahjong if you do not want to win?
Maybe that is why I am willing to play mj with almost anyone (actually anyone)
However, some people have certain choices making the finding of mj kakhi really difficult!
I bought a new game for 10 bucks today
Getting bored at home, but it is fine = p
For some reasons I am enjoying time spent alone!
Ciaoz!
I think I am taking it too seriously
I was just telling Leroy about a week ago that "I must WIN" and he was like "I cannot believe that you are saying that!"
I have to say seriously- what is the point of playing mahjong if you do not want to win?
Maybe that is why I am willing to play mj with almost anyone (actually anyone)
However, some people have certain choices making the finding of mj kakhi really difficult!
I bought a new game for 10 bucks today
Getting bored at home, but it is fine = p
For some reasons I am enjoying time spent alone!
Ciaoz!
what we could have been, 9:24 AM.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Afternoonz...
Today NUS officially kicked me out of their email and IVLE
Thankfully my second sis is still in NUS so I still can gain access to IVLE
I guess I have to wait till next next week to gain my new pin/pw and matric number
Kialih is bringing me to Orchid Country Club to play
So excited to exercise again
But I have to do something about the protection of my hair if not it will become like grass
I am also buying books from AMAZON and eBay!
I know that it will not be a waste of money as I will be reading it
The pressure to do well is getting higher as I get closer to my lecturer
Today NUS officially kicked me out of their email and IVLE
Thankfully my second sis is still in NUS so I still can gain access to IVLE
I guess I have to wait till next next week to gain my new pin/pw and matric number
Kialih is bringing me to Orchid Country Club to play
So excited to exercise again
But I have to do something about the protection of my hair if not it will become like grass
I am also buying books from AMAZON and eBay!
I know that it will not be a waste of money as I will be reading it
The pressure to do well is getting higher as I get closer to my lecturer
what we could have been, 9:34 PM.
I met Stan today for breakie
Talked about school work and gossip alot
I told him about my pastor's reaction towards my paper
He said that it was expected and that I can never satisfy everybody
Also told me to treat my MA as work even though I am paying school fees
Oh ya! And he is also a fan of Mahjong =)
We talked about getting into good universities (not like NUS)
and he told me that it is really easy to get into all these top universities
Just get good grades... and how do you get good grades? Just work hard!
I have worked hard and have gotton good grades so I am going to continue to work hard!
After breakie I went home to slack
Watch lots of TV and practiced alot of piano
Hur hur!
Cannot wait to meet up with my PL friends!
Talked about school work and gossip alot
I told him about my pastor's reaction towards my paper
He said that it was expected and that I can never satisfy everybody
Also told me to treat my MA as work even though I am paying school fees
Oh ya! And he is also a fan of Mahjong =)
We talked about getting into good universities (not like NUS)
and he told me that it is really easy to get into all these top universities
Just get good grades... and how do you get good grades? Just work hard!
I have worked hard and have gotton good grades so I am going to continue to work hard!
After breakie I went home to slack
Watch lots of TV and practiced alot of piano
Hur hur!
Cannot wait to meet up with my PL friends!
what we could have been, 5:55 AM.
